LYRICS / MEANINGS
WIND LOAD
I'm here, but I'm not there
I wander somewhere
Birds sing, but I'm sad
Who am I ? Is this life ?
I need my pills every morning and night
Or maybe I need a knife, I hate my life
Voices in my head, muddy road
Closed mind, wind load
But it's not me
I don't recognize myself
Birds sing, a clown is laughing
Please I need my pills right now
I'm suffering
Pain
Please I need my pills right now
Or maybe I need a knife, for afterlife
Voices in my head, muddy road
Closed mind, wind load
BRIGHTER DAY
I stomp my feet
I feel the ground
Look at the stars and the moonlight
So help me God
I lost myself in the night
I'm crawling like a snake
I'm drowning in the sand
I try to find a way
To build a brighter day
I'm like dust in the air
A wind from heaven in hell
So help me God
I lost myself in the night
THE SHOWER
I'm in the shower
I wash my skin
4 AM I forget what I've been
Blood and water in my hands
Whatever, I will live later
I'm in the shower
Erase my pain
5 AM I forget who I am
Blood and water on my skin
Whatever, I will be later
All I feel is broken now
I fall to pieces anyhow
I am dead inside somehow
I try to smile but I cry
All I feel is broken now
I fall to pieces anyhow
I am dead inside somehow
I try to live but I die
Tomorrow is another day
NOWHERE
Everything is burning around me
Empty spaces
Crying faces
But there is nobody out of here
I hear the silence, I face my fear
Maybe there is a way to leave this nightmare
Maybe there is a gate
Everything is dying around me
Human races
Smiling faces
But there is nobody out of here
No more silence or fear
There is nothing
Maybe there is a way to leave this nightmare
Maybe there is a gate
I'm losing my mind, don't let me down
I wanna kiss your lips one more time
I'm losing my mind, don't let me down
Maybe there is a way to leave this nightmare
Maybe there is an escape
Everything is burning around me
Empty spaces
Crying faces
But there is nobody out of here
I hear the silence
THE DINNER
Welcome to the dinner chérie
Je t'ai attendue tout le soir
Entouré de toutes ces vies
De ces visages, de ces regards
Vêtue de ta jolie robe rouge
Le monde te dévisage
Les larmes te font verser
Eparpiller ton maquillage
Des ombres dansent sous les néons
Les lumières artificielles
Les morts sortent de leurs tombes
Je t'en prie, sors moi de l'enfer
Ferons nous l'amour ce soir
Peut-être ou pas
Ou dans tes rêves
Ou dans les miens
Il y a de la place
Je t'en ferai si tu le souhaites
Ne mets pas de distance
Ne mets pas de distance
Autour de mes draps brillent des miroirs
Je te vois partout même dans le noir
Nos deux coeurs en équilibre
Sur un fil aiguisé
Des cordes au cou
Nos pieds sur un brasier
Une histoire légendaire
D'amoureux que l'on est
Cela sera peut-être un jour
Un conte de fée
Notre barque échouée
Sur une plage désolée
De silence et de bruit
D'étouffement et de cris
Des feuilles mortes, folles
Se fâchent sur le sol
L'impression que tu m'en veux encore
Allez, viens, on s'envoie en l'air
Laisse-moi vivre ou mourir
Dans tes vapeurs
Pour l'éternité
GHOST SONG #2
There's no way out, they say
There's a way out, I swear
I have so much love for you
There is no love without you
I miss you
I love you
TOO LATE
I'm waking up
The storm is coming
The sky is crying
This is the end, this is the beginning
I feel the sadness, I feel the madness
That's our new home
Welcome to the darkness
I feel the rain, I feel your tears
I feel your pain, the waves of the seas
Please take my hand, please don't go
But all I know is that it's too late
Darling, it's too late
It seems like a twist of fate
My love, it's too late
I'm leaving, I'm so desperate
I was born to die
I was waiting for you
Loneliness was the only truth
My love, it's too late
I'm leaving, I'm so desperate
I was born to die
It's too late
I WANNA FUCK YOU
I wanna lick your lips
Wanna taste your tongue
I wanna, I wanna
I wanna be your bomb
I wanna lick your body
Wanna eat your pussy
Wanna, I wanna
I wanna bang, bang, bang
I wanna be your toy
I wanna be your boy
I wanna, I wanna
I wanna be your love
I wanna be the one
You're gonna be the one
I wanna be your lighter
You're gonna feel my fire
I'm your vampire
You're my desire
You're the one I want
Tonight, tonight
Oh my God
I want you so
I need you so
I want you so bad
I want you so much
You have to know
I wanna fuck you
RAINBOW
She's like a rainbow
When it's rainy in my mind
She's a cannonball
I am an exploding heart
She's like a sunshine
When it's dark in my bed
She's like a moonlight
When there's nothing in my sky
She's like a devil
When I try to be so kind
She's like an angel
When I'm angry she always smiles
I fell in love in hotel room
Everyday she's a flower in bloom
RUN RUN RABBIT
Run Run Rabbit
I’m gonna shot you down
Run Run Rabbit
You made me fall down
Run Run Rabbit
Yeah you know I love you
Run Run Rabbit
But I hate you too
Disappear from my life
Run Run Rabbit
You know I got a gun
Run Run Rabbit
And I'll do it for fun
Run Run Rabbit
I want you in my bed
Run Run Rabbit
But I want you dead
Disappear from my life
This is a warning
Rabbit is always alive
You have to kill him
He destroyed my life
I want him dead, right now
Run Run Rabbit
I’m gonna shot you down
I love you
But I hate you
I want you in my bed
But I want you dead
GHOST SONG #1
I see you dancing around me
You're so sweet
In this room
I try to find you
Where are you ?
REVOLVER
Yeah, I'm a dreamer, a sleepwalker and a lover
I'm not awakening, I'm so lazy
I'm only sleeping
And I might move somewhere
But I don't know where
Tell me the way to find you again
I will take the taxi
With no money
Cuz' the taxman is my enemy
So I will take this yellow thing
The yellow submarine
I feel so down today but the Dr. Robert's got the way
To feel better he said
But she said, she said...
If our life is a bad song
If it is
Good Day Sunshine, yeah of course
Life doesn't make sense
This morning and your bird can sing
So I will go to pray at the Father McKenzie's
I'll meet Daisy Hawkins
Who is called Miss Rigby
I'm singing a song
Love you to
Did you cry for no one
I'm still crying over you
Got to get you into my life babe
Tomorrow never knows
I want to tell you so many things
But I don't know how
And I might move somewhere
But now I know where
I wanna be with you
Here, There, and Everywhere
NO WAY OUT
There is a window
With bars
There are too much tears and scars
There is no escape for you
You're still inside my prison
There is no escape for you
You're still inside my heart
I tried so hard to save you from my prison
But I can't, I love you
For so many reasons
There is no escape for you
You're still inside my prison
There is no escape for you
You're still inside my heart
I wanna keep you near me
I wanna build a wall
I don't have the key
To open you the door
There is no escape for you
You're still inside my prison
There is no escape for you
You're still inside my heart
produced by Claudio Bagnato
all songs written, played and recorded by Claudio Bagnato
mixed and mastered by Pascal Brunkow at Damp Studio
Additional production by Pascal Brunkow
at the psychiatric hospital « Département Pôle Santé Mentale, Hôpital Du Jura Bernois SA, Bellelay, Switzerland » between December 30th, 2019 - March 4th, 2020